2 灵与肉:永远分离还是重新合一?
2 Spirit and Flesh: Sundered Forever or Reunited?
大约在我十二岁那年,有一天我和一个朋友骑自行车出去。我们经过他的教堂,他问我是否愿意进去看看。这个想法在我心里激起了一阵小小的激动,就好像他建议我们去买些香烟或一张泳装美女挂历(那时候没有色情物品,至少没有你能在柜台上买到的那种)。
One day when I was about twelve a friend of mine and I were out on our bicycles. We found ourselves going past his church, and he asked me if I would like to look in. The idea sent a small thrill through me, as though he had suggested that we buy some cigarettes or a pin-up calendar (there was no pornography in those days, at least none that you could buy over the counter).
我无数次经过这座教堂,却从未进去过。那高耸纤细的尖顶和灰色石砌的拱门似乎诉说着数百年庄严的传统,这些传统完全在我自己世界的轨道之外。
I had been past this church innumerable times, but I had never been inside. The tall thin spire and the gray stone of the arches seemed to bespeak centuries of august tradition that lay quite outside the orbit of my own world.
象征初识
An Introduction to Symbolism
当我们走进去时,首先让我震惊的是里面多么昏暗。彩色玻璃透出的宗教之光朦胧地落在万物之上,营造出一种神圣的暮光感。我感到自己正处在伟大奥秘的境域中。我们站在过道里低声说话。
When we got inside, the first thing that struck me was how dark it was. Religious light from the stained glass lay dimly on things, creating a kind of holy dusk. I felt I was in the precincts of great mysteries. We stood whispering in the aisle.
我的朋友一进来就向祭坛的方向鞠了一躬。显而易见,他熟悉一套我所不知的礼节。这造成了一种难以名状的状况,因为我认为,正是我,而不是他,才是有学识的基督徒信徒:他不过是个上教堂的人。正是我懂得圣经,因而知道祭坛究竟意味着什么。正是我明白福音,因而知道讲坛是做什么用的。我是那位能够引述关于世界之光的经文的人,而那些蜡烛所象征的不过是这经文的暗示。然而我的世界却没有任何这类器具,而显然他懂得在这一切之中如何行动。我因不得不在任何一点上显得无知而感到尴尬,并试图装作有知。把我设定为询问者的角色是不合适的:这会歪曲事实,因为如果存在我可能向他作见证的问题,我在认识这些事情上就必须保持一点优势。
My friend had bowed in the direction of the altar as we came in. Clearly he was familiar with a protocol that was unknown to me. This presented an indefinable situation, since it was I, not he, who was the literate Christian believer, I thought: he was a mere churchgoer. It was I who knew the Scriptures and, hence, knew what altars really meant. It was I who knew the gospel and, hence, what pulpits were for. I was the one who could cite the texts about the Light of the World, which these candlesticks only suggested. And yet my world was devoid of any of this furniture, whereas, obviously he knew what to do amongst it all. I was embarrassed over having to appear ignorant on any point and tried to seem knowledgeable. It would have been inappropriate for me to be cast in the role of inquirer: this would have thrown a false light on things since if there were to be any question of my ever witnessing to him I would have had to maintain a slight edge when it came to knowing about these things.
我对那次访问最生动的记忆,是来自祭坛附近悬挂的一盏灯所发出的一针微光。我不知道它可能是什么,但它永远地留在了我记忆的苍穹中,就像大角星或某颗无限遥远的星。我充满了敬畏,甚至还有某种狂喜,因为这一切是如此美丽、如此庄严。
My most vivid recollection from that visit was of a tiny prick of light from a lamp hanging near the altar. I did not know what it might be, but it lodged itself forever in the firmament of my memory, like Arcturus or some other infinitely remote star. I was filled with awe, and even something like rapture at how beautiful, how august, everything was.
我该如何解释这一切给我留下的印象呢?我想,如果我俩中任何人提出他的教会与我的有何不同的话题,我都能够辩赢他。但我们都没有提出。我受到的震撼太深了。
How was I to account for the impression that all of this made on me? I would have been able to argue my friend down I think, if either of us had broached the topic of how his church differed from mine. But neither of us did. I had been too impressed.
这一点或许并非毫无意义。一个十二岁的男孩是易受感染的。但令我动容的是什么呢?
That, perhaps, is not without significance. A twelve-year-old boy is impressionable. But what had I been impressed with?
当然是美。但除此之外,我所看到的是一系列象征。我在圣经中读过的所有那些关于神的威严、主耶稣基督的核心地位、创造与救赎之奥秘的事情,似乎都突然在这里展示出来。这背景中没有任何东西对我来说是真正陌生的。我对圣经从头到尾了如指掌,本可以告诉我的朋友从亚伯到启示录整个祭坛的谱系。这些器具让我想起我所知道并以最详尽细节相信的救赎宏大戏剧。我本也可以引用希伯来书中关于地上祭坛在十字架上已被废除的经文。所有这些象征——祭坛的蜡烛、十字架,甚至或许还有那些华美的窗户——是否都过分倾向偶像崇拜?它们确实产生了使事情复杂化、铺陈的效果。在这样的一系列事物中,「那向基督所献诚恳贞洁的心」9是否可能会被丢失呢?
Beauty, of course. But beyond that, what I had seen was an array of symbols. It seemed that all the things that I had read about in the holy Scriptures concerning the majesty of God the centrality of the Lord Jesus Christ, the mysteries of Creation and Redemption were suddenly on display here. Nothing in this backdrop was actually strange to me. I knew the Scripture from one end to the other and could have told my friend about the whole lineage of altars from Abel to the Apocalypse. This furniture recalled the huge drama of Redemption, which I knew and believed in the greatest possible detail. I could also have quoted texts from Hebrews to the effect that earthly altars were done away with at the cross. Did all these symbols—altar candles, cross, and perhaps even the sumptuous windows—lean too far towards idolatry? Certainly they had the effect of complicating and elaborating things. Could “the simplicity that is in Christ”9 somehow be lost in an array such as this?
我自己的教会在讲坛后面的灰泥墙上绘有一本金边的打开的圣经。我们在主日学中拿到可以着色并带回家的画。盛放顶针状圣餐杯的托盘盖子上装饰着一个小银十字架。因此,我并非对基督教的象征感到陌生。在我自己的教会里,男子也脱帽:无疑那是一个象征性的举动吧?而且讲坛立在前方视线的中心。我知道这不仅仅是一个声学上的安排;它象征着所宣讲之道的中心地位。圣诞节时,会在教堂前方布置一个马槽场景。
My own church had an open Bible with gilded edges painted onto the plaster wall behind the pulpit. We were given pictures in Sunday school to color and take home. There was a small silver cross ornamenting the lid of the tray in which the thimble-like Communion glasses were arranged. I was, therefore, not a stranger to Christian symbolism. The men took off their hats in my church also: surely that was a symbolic act? And the pulpit stood at the center of focus in the front. I knew that this was more than an acoustic arrangement; it symbolized the centrality of the preached Word. At Christmas a manger scene was set up at the front of the church.
因此,显然我们绝不可能像伊斯兰教那样争辩说一切可辨识的象征都是不可接受的。我朋友的教堂有许多象征;我们有一些。界限该划在哪里,我不知道。多年后,当我与一群努力追求一种比童年教堂所追求的还要更甚的无象征单纯性的基督徒一同敬拜时,我注意到,他们把桌子放在中央,长椅围桌而设,象征着主的圣餐对这个群体的中心地位。要消除象征是困难的。
Obviously, then, we could never have argued, like Islam, that all recognizable symbols are inadmissible. My friend’s church had many symbols; we had some. Where the line might be drawn I did not know. When, years later, I worshiped with a group of Christians who strove for a nonsymbolic simplicity even greater than that sought by my childhood church, I noticed that here the table was placed in the center, with pews arranged around it, signifying the centrality of the Lord’s Supper for this group. It is difficult to eliminate symbolism.
基督徒的想象力在细节上有所不同,但所有基督徒的想象力都重视象征。无论是降低在教会聚会的建筑中说话的声音,还是不使用化妆品,或佩戴或不佩戴十字苦像,或跪下,或低头谢饭、或在圣名前鞠躬,或双手合拢或画十字,所有的基督徒虔诚和敬拜都贯穿了姿态或器物或两者兼有的象征。我们在可见的事物中看见不可见的。事物的表层诉说着其下的内容。我们的姿态、我们的衣着、我们的手势,以及我们围绕自身的器物——甚至我们装订和烫金圣经的方式——都在呼喊:作为受造物的我们,对至高者的接近,既然不能像撒拉弗那样直接,就必须用象征来围护和协助。
Christian imagination differs over details, but all Christian imagination attaches importance to symbols. Whether it is a matter of lowering one’s voice in the building where the church meets, or of refusing to use make-up, or of wearing or not wearing a crucifix, or of kneeling, or bowing one’s head to say grace or bowing at the holy name, or folding one’s hands or crossing oneself, all Christian piety and worship is shot through with the symbolism of either gesture or objects or both. We see the unseen in the seen. The surface of things bespeaks what lies beneath. Our postures, our dress, our gestures, and the artifacts with which we surround ourselves—the Very way we bind and gild our Bibles—all cry out that we are creatures whose approach to the Most High, since it cannot be direct like the seraphim’s, must be set about and assisted with symbols.
我们中间没有谁是赤裸的理智。我们的眼睛看见颜色;我们的鼻子嗅到芳香;我们的手指触摸质地。
None of us is a bare intellect. Our eyes see colors; our noses smell fragrances; our fingers feel textures.
我们凡人生活的平常事物都被象征所环绕:结婚戒指、毕业文凭、勋章、徽章、握手、旗帜、制服、生日蜡烛、圣诞包装纸、新娘礼服、校色、玫瑰、百合、亲吻、甚至餐具的摆设。所有这些姿态、衣物和器物都在述说什么。它们向我们传达意义。如果我们反省片刻,就会发现语言远不是意义的唯一承载者。我们所看见、听见、品尝、嗅闻和触摸的一切都在向我们呼喊。火红、灰粉色、靛蓝、长春花色、鲑鱼色、鳄梨色、烤面包色、蘑菇色——我们费尽心力为墙壁、织物和衣服挑选颜色。这些事是重要的。它们营造一种氛围。它们决定了日常生活运转于其中的环境。
The common stuff of our mortal life is girded with symbols: wedding rings, diplomas, medals, badges, handshakes, flags, uniforms birthday candles, Christmas wrappings, bridal gowns, school colors, roses, lilies, kisses, even table settings. All of these gestures, clothes, and artifacts say something. They convey meaning to us. If we reflect for a moment, we will find that words are very far from being the only bearers of meaning to us mortals. Everything we see, hear, taste, smell and touch cries out to us. Fiery red, dusty rose, indigo, periwinkle, salmon, avocado, toast, mushroom-we go to great trouble to choose colors for our walls, fabrics, and clothes. These things matter. They create an ambience. They determine the environment in which our ordinary lives move.
逃避这一原则的愿望本身就证明了它。清教徒和贵格会装饰的简朴以及土布那柔和的蓝、灰、黑色,诉说着单纯、清醒与尊严。龙蒿、栀子、落叶烟、海藻或古龙水的气味击中我们并唤醒我们。一氧化碳、下水、腐烂、苦胆的气味也击中我们并唤醒我们。我们不得不作出回应。质地——天鹅绒、粗花呢、马鼻子、丝滑的头发、细腻如乳脂的皮肤、毛糙的下巴、面团——我们是生活在质地之中的受造物。有些宗教召唤我们远离这一切。有些甚至憎恶这一切。他们告诉我们这是幻象。一切都是肮脏、注定毁灭、毫无价值的。这些宗教在我们凡人和我们所知的一切生活之间打入一个楔子。它们告诉我们,要属灵,它们的意思是我们必须努力变得脱离肉体:成为幽灵、灵魂。
The very wish to escape this principle testifies to it The spareness of Puritan and Quaker decor and the subdued blues and grays and blacks of homespun cloth bespeak simplicity sobriety, and dignity. The smell of tarragon, gardenia, leaf smoke seaweed, or cologne smite us and rouse us. The smells of carbon monoxide, offal, decay, and bile also smite us and rouse us. We are obliged to respond. Textures—velvet, tweed horses noses, silky hair, creamy skin, stubbly chins, bread dough—we are creatures whose lives are set amongst textures. Some religions beckon us away from all of this. Some even abominate it all. It is illusion, they tell us. It is all sordid and doomed and worthless. These religions drive a wedge between us mortals and all that we know of life. They tell us to be spiritual, by which they mean that we must strive to become disembodied; ghosts; souls.
另一方面,历史的基督教却呼喊Benedicite!它高呼「荣耀归于神,因斑驳之物!」它赞美并颂扬那位作为一切形状、颜色、质地、声音和气味之源的至高者。至高者在创造这一切时并没有设下骗局或陷阱。受造之物从祂那丰溢的自由和爱中涌流而出,向祂发出喜乐的呼喊。没有最微小的事物是沉默的。田鼠那胆怯而晶亮的眼、冬鹪鹩的尖鸣、水流过岩石或在壶中沸腾的汩汩声、满屋朋友的哄堂大笑、所爱之人的低语:这一切除了「和散那!」之外,还在说什么呢?
Historic Christianity, on the other hand, cries Benedicite! It calls out “Glory be to God for dappled things!” It lauds and extols the One who is the fountainhead of all shapes, colors textures, sounds, and smells. The Most High did not create a charade or a trap when He made all of this. The Creation rushes from His superabundant freedom and love and cries out in exultation to Him. No least thing is silent. The timid and beady eye of a fieldmouse, the fife of the winter wren, the bubbling of water falling over rocks or boiling in a kettle, roars of laughter from a room full of friends, the murmur of a loved one’s voice: what does it all say but “Hosanna!”
啊,但那些都是「出于地,是属于尘土」的事,那属灵的人说。我们必须「思考上面的事,不要思考地上的事」。在这里,「我们本没有永存的城」。这世界和世上的情欲都要消逝。这一切都将「卷起来,像卷一件外衣」。既然如此,我们就必须相应地剪裁我们的敬拜和虔诚。质地、颜色和气味在这里没有地位。真正灵修的处所在于心中。只要我们听救恩的话语并在心中默想,这就够了。
Ah, but those things are of the earth earthy, says the spiritual man. We must set our affections on things above, not on things on the earth. Here we have no continuing city. The world passeth away and the lust thereof. This will all be folded up as a garment. Since this is so, we must tailor our worship and piety accordingly. Textures and colors and smells have no place here. The locale of true spirituality is in the heart. It is enough that we hear the words of salvation and meditate on them in our hearts.
什么是象征?
What Is Symbolic?
我自己的教会鼓励一种反象征主义的思路。我们不信任颜色、形状和姿态的象征,至少当它们附着于敬拜时,因为这似乎使事情非常接近偶像崇拜。我们援引禁止雕刻偶像的诫命。
My own church encouraged a nonsymbolistic line of thought. We distrusted the symbolism of colors and shapes and gestures, at least when they were attached to worship, since this seemed to bring things very near to idolatry. We invoked the commandment forbidding graven images.
然而,如果那条诫命确实直截了当地意味着我们凡人不可用我们的手制造任何看起来像受造界中事物的物品,那么我们将不得不走遍我们自己的家,把儿童床上的所有毛绒玩具、墙上的所有画、以及装饰架上的所有小瓷人和木雕全部扔掉。我们将绝不可能在林肯纪念堂或杰斐逊纪念堂致敬,因为这些纪念圣地由巨大的雕刻形象所主导。我们将不得不采取严厉的伊斯兰方式对待这件事。
If, however, that commandment did indeed mean, flatly, that we mortals must not make anything with our hands that looks like anything in Creation, then we would have had to go through our own houses and throw out all the stuffed animals from the children’s beds, and all the pictures from the walls, and all of the Hummel figures and wood carvings from the bric-a-brac shelves. We would never have paid homage at the Lincoln or Jefferson Memorials, since these shrines were dominated by huge graven images. We would have had to adopt the rigorous Islamic approach to the matter.
也许确实有基督徒群体尝试这样做。然而,我们自己并不假装有任何如此严苛的立场。如果有人问起那条禁止雕刻偶像的诫命,而我们突然想起我们自己家中所有的毛绒和雕刻形象,以及林肯纪念堂,我们或许会主张,所禁止的是宗教的雕像。在主张这一点时,我们或许就已经向那条诫命实际上似乎所禁止的内容迈近了一步,即对任何人工之物的敬拜。它的措辞就是如此:你不可制造代表天上、地下或地底下之物的形象,然后去敬拜它们。显然,神的律法并没有对制造雕刻之物、甚至是用于宗教目的的雕刻之物一概禁止。颁布律法的那位神本身却接着吩咐为祂的约柜制造金基路伯,并制造巨大的铸牛来承载祂圣殿中的铜海。
It may be that there are Christian groups who attempt this. We ourselves made no pretense of anything so austere, however. If someone had asked us about the commandment forbidding graven images, and we had suddenly remembered all the stuffed and graven images in our own houses, and the Lincoln Memorial, we would perhaps have urged that it is religious statuary that is forbidden. In urging this, we would perhaps have come a step towards what the commandment actually seems to forbid, namely, the worshiping of anything man-made. That is how it is phrased; you are not to make images representing anything in heaven, earth, or hell, and proceed to worship them. Clearly, the divine Law does not place a blanket prohibition on the making of graven things, or even graven things for religious use. The very God who promulgated the Law then went on to order golden cherubim for His Ark and enormous cast bulls to hold the brazen sea in His Temple.
但我们对教堂应有的样子的看法,并不因这条诫命而兴衰。即使我们能够确信,所禁止的严格来说是偶像崇拜,而非整个雕刻、铸造和雕塑的世界,我们仍会坚持主张基督徒敬拜的处所在于心中。它关注的是不可见的事。我们并不需要肋状拱顶的巨大高度、彩色玻璃朦胧的宗教之光以及香烟的烟雾来唤醒我们的灵以敬拜神。事实上,这些事物诉诸的是属土的人。我们被告知:「神是灵,所以敬拜他的必须用心灵和诚实敬拜他。」
But our view of what churches should look like did not stand or fall with the commandment. Even if we could have been satisfied that what is forbidden is strictly idol worship and not the whole world of whittling and casting and sculpting, we would have pressed home the idea that Christian worship has its locale in the heart. It concerns itself with the unseen. We do not need the vast height of ribbed, vaulting and the dim religious light of colored glass and the smoke of incense to rouse our spirits to worship God. Indeed, those things address the earthy man. We are told that we must worship God in spirit and in truth.
是的,基督教说。一座木板教堂、一个哈莱姆的铺面、或一张厨房餐桌,可能与沙特尔大教堂一样,是真正基督徒敬拜的场所。神本来就不住在人手所造的殿里。但指出这一点并不就等于已经确立了木板教堂、铺面、或厨房餐桌比大教堂更好或更差。它不过是指出了一件对福音至关重要的事,即:没有品味、财富、地域、血统或智力上的任何事项被设定为任何人接近神的先决条件。如果一个人是孩子、是无知者、或笨蛋,他可以像君王和哲学家一样可蒙悦纳地向至高者献上他的敬拜。事实上,如果我们领会基督所说之话的方向,就有某种理由认为,孩子和愚人在此或许更为容易。
Yes, says Christianity. A clapboard chapel, a Harlem storefront, or a kitchen table may form the setting for true Christian worship, just as truly as the cathedral at Chartres may. God does not dwell in houses made with hands in any event. But to point this out is not quite to have established the clapboard chapel, the storefront, or the kitchen table as better or worse than the cathedral. It is merely to have pointed out something crucial to the gospel, namely, that no matters of taste, wealth geography, pedigree, or intelligence are laid down as prerequisites for any man’s approach to God. If someone is a child, an ignoramus, or a dunce, he may offer his adoration to the Most High just as acceptably as kings and philosophers may. Indeed, there is some reason to suppose that the child and the fool may have an easier time of it here, if we catch the drift of what Christ says.
有比仅仅如何建造和装饰教堂更为重大的事项处在紧要关头。所有基督徒群体,包括弟兄会、贵格会和门诺会,都赋予教堂建筑某种尊严,而他们这样做时,便从远处显明了与在沙特尔大教堂中起作用同样的原则。只要我们稍稍费心使这建筑令人愉悦,并使其形状和氛围回应在内部所行之事之庄严,我们就见证了事物的表面是重要的这一原则。形式和颜色是重要的。如果我们想要单纯、尊严和静谧,那就让我们使这建筑在我们所选择的砖、木和油漆中回应这些不可见的品质。如果我们想要高呼Ad maiorem Dei gloriam!那就让我们使这建筑在我们所选择的石头、木头和颜色中回应这一欢呼。没有人会愿意在他的敬拜场所唤起杂耍剧场或酒馆的气氛。如果他的群体得到一间旧的焊接铺或脱衣舞厅,那必然会有某种重新装修。
There are matters of much greater moment at stake than merely how to build and furnish the church. All Christian groups, including Brethren, Quakers, and Mennonites, attach some dignity to the church building, and in so doing they evince from afar the same principle that is at work in Chartres. Insofar as we go to any pains at all to make the structure pleasing and to make its shape and atmosphere answer to the solemnity of what goes on inside we testify to the principle that the surface of things matters. Forms and colors matter. If we want simplicity, dignity, and quiet, then let us make the building answer to these unseen qualities in the very bricks, wood, and paint that we choose. If we want to cry out, Ad maiorem Dei gloriam! then let us make the building answer to this acclamation in the very stones, wood, and colors that we choose. No one will want to evoke the atmosphere of the vaudeville or the tavern in his place of worship. If his group comes into possession of an old welding shop or strip joint, there will surely be some redecorating.
问题的核心
The Heart of the Matter
我们必须进一步追问。既然基督徒敬拜是一件属灵的事,我们是否不该尽一切努力来减少外在的装饰,以免任何人被单纯的「氛围」所骗,误以为他高涨的情感就是敬拜,而实际上不过是审美上的易感性?
We must press the matter further. Since Christian worship is a spiritual matter, should we not make every effort to minimize the external accoutrements so that no one will be fooled by mere “atmosphere” into supposing that his elevated feelings are worship when they are nothing but aesthetic impressionability?
这个问题触及某件关键的事。高涨的情感绝不能保证真正的敬拜正在心中进行。自我欺骗的机会四处皆是。一旦我们看到这一点,我们也意识到,这些机会在一间简朴的聚会厅中或在厨房餐桌旁,与在沙特尔大教堂一样活跃。公共祷告中熟悉的措辞、圣经中熟悉而安慰的经文、喜爱的曲调、谦卑而良善的人,都是非常好的事,谁会不为此感谢神、或假装这些事不温暖他的灵魂呢?它们是好的,但在此经历的欢愉感并不完全等同于敬拜,正如被剑桥国王学院礼拜堂高处朦胧中童声唱诗班所唱的O Esca Viatorum之旋律所感动的审美者所体验的欢愉感一样。
The question touches on something crucial. Exalted feelings by no means guarantee that real worship is going on in the heart. Chances to fool oneself lie all about. The minute we see this, we also realize that these chances are as lively in a simple meeting hall or at a kitchen table as they are at Chartres. Familiar phrases in public prayers, familiar and consoling texts from Scripture, favorite tunes, and humble and good people are very good things, and who will not thank God for them or pretend that they do not warm his soul? They are good, but the euphoria that is experienced here is not quite synonymous with worship, any more than is the euphoria experienced by the aesthete who is transported by the strains of O Esca Viatorum sung by the boy choristers in the lofty dimness of King’s College Chapel in Cambridge.
我们都知道,当基督徒聚在一起时,会唤起多么强烈而美好的情感。一群苹果脸颊的德国人唱着Ein Feste Burg ist Unser Gott,或一群威尔士人唱着Cwm Rhondda,或一群浸信会信徒在主日晚礼拜中伴着小号三重奏和哈蒙德风琴唱着「耶稣拯救!」——这些场合是激动人心的。我们达到最后一个音符时,觉得自己可以升入天堂。较小而更静的场景也可以深深感动我们:一群人在篝火旁手拉成一个圈,俯首分享简单而认真的祷告;我们两人坐在车里谈话,像去以马忤斯路上的两个人,直到我们的心因神同在而在我们里面燃烧;或一场圣餐礼拜,不知怎的,所有的赞美诗、祷告和讲道汇合在一起,形成了一个完美的整体。
We all know what powerful and good feelings may be aroused Twhen Christians meet together. A throng of apple-cheeked Germans singing Ein Feste Burg ist Unser Gott, or a throng of Welshmen singing Cwm Rhondda, or a throng of Baptists singing “Jesus Saves!” with trumpet trio and Hammond organ at the Sunday night service—these are thrilling occasions. We reach the last note and feel we may ascend into heaven itself. Smaller and quieter scenes may also affect us deeply: a group holding hands in a circle at a campfire, heads bowed, sharing simple and earnest prayers; two of us riding in a car, talking, like the two on the way to Emmaus, until our hearts burn within us because God is there; or a communion service where somehow all the hymns and prayers and homilies have worked together to form a flawless whole.
如果敬拜必须严格地与一切情感、乃至与感伤主义剥离,那么我们都将不得不断定,它是不可企及的。我们中间有谁能够达到一种超越「次等」要素——如美好的情感、熟悉、团契、美和温暖——之触及的纯真心灵状态?或许撒拉弗能够直接目睹神的荣耀的白光。古老的传统如此说。但我们不是撒拉弗。那荣耀临到我们凡人,是通过一座多彩玻璃的圆顶,它必须包含我们的情感,也包含诸如仁爱和心地纯洁之类的德行。
If worship is to be rigorously detached from all sentiment, and even from sentimentalism, then we will all have to conclude that it is inaccessible. Who of us can achieve a pristine state of spirit beyond the reach of “lesser” elements like good feelings, familiarity, solidarity, beauty, and warmth? Perhaps the seraphim can behold the white light of the Divine Glory directly. Ancient tradition says so. But we are not seraphim. That glory comes to us mortals through a dome of many-colored glass, which must include our emotions as well as virtues like charity and purity of heart.
道成了肉身
The Word Became Flesh
在这些问题的核心——它们最初是在我和我的朋友站在那座昏暗教堂的正堂中低声交谈时向我呈现的——乃是道成肉身本身。因为在那事件中,天降临到了我们中间。永恒的道成了肉身。神成了人。属灵的成了物质的。
At the root of these questions, which first presented themselves to me as my friend and I stood whispering in the nave of that dim church, lies the Incarnation itself. For in that event, heaven came down to us. The Eternal Word became flesh. God became man. The spiritual became physical.
说出这一点,就是重复一件显而易见的事。所有基督徒都同意这一点。但并非所有基督徒的教导都鼓励我们去深入这件事。它可能意味着什么呢?
To say this is to repeat the obvious. All Christians agree on this. But not all Christian teaching encourages us to look into the matter. What might it mean?
无论道成肉身的伟大奥秘还有什么别的意义,它必然暗示着受造界织物中那可怕而悲惨的撕裂正在被重新缝合。要看到这一点,我们必须回想起伊甸园。
Whatever else the great mystery of the Incarnation may mean, surely it suggests that the terrible and tragic rip in the fabric of Creation is being reknit. To see this, we must recall Eden.
在伊甸园,受造之物的网是完整无瑕的。人与环境处于完美的和谐之中,作为臣仆被安置于此以治理它,并作为祭司为它称颂神。没有任何地方有断裂——男人与女人之间,或他们与其他活物之间,无论是动物还是天使,或人与他自己之间。甚至可能设想,没有「自我意识」这种东西存在,因为意识到自己就已经把某种距离置于一个人和他自己的身份之间了,有一个审视的自我被置于对一个只是单纯生活的自我的对立面。纯真原本似乎就意味着这样一种事态,而我们失去这种澄澈无瑕的单纯性,正是我们悲剧的一部分。
In Eden the web of Creation was seamless. Man was in perfect harmony with his environment, placed there as a vassal to rule it and as a priest to bless God for it. There was no disjuncture anywhere—between man and woman, or between them and other living creatures either animal or angelic, or between man and himself. It is even possible to suppose that no such thing as “self-consciousness” existed, since to be conscious of oneself is already to have placed some distance between a man and his own identity, with a scrutinizing self set over against a self that simply lives life. Innocency would seem to imply some such state of affairs originally, and our loss of this pellucid and unflawed simplicity is part of our tragedy.
这种完整无瑕的异象也必须使我们设想,在受造界的不同部分之间——例如在物质世界与非物质世界之间——不存在断裂。万物存在于和谐之中,不是模糊或混乱,而是一个连续体,像音阶或色谱。钻石、泥土、蛤蜊、鹰、人、天使、撒拉弗:这就是受造的秩序。相对而言只站着另一个秩序,即非受造的。距离不在于「物质的」与「属灵的」之间,而在于受造与非受造之间。
This vision of seamlessness would also oblige us to suppose that no disjuncture lay between one part of creation and another—between the physical world and the nonphysical, for example. All things existed in harmony, not in a blur or a confusion, but a continuum, like a musical scale or the spectrum of colors. Diamonds, soil, clams, eagles, men, angels, seraphim: here was the created order. Over against this stood only one other order, the Uncreated. The distance lay not between the “physical” and the “spiritual” so much as between the created and the Uncreated.
在伊甸园的和睦中,我们所做的一切构成了对至高者不止息的颂赞祭献。我们在彼处不需要礼仪——不需要设定一个特别的时段,使我们得以从忙乱的事务中转离、镇定自己、并将赞美的祭献给神。无一不是礼仪。礼仪(liturgy)这个词的意思是「众人的工作」,它包含我们的饮食、休息、相爱,也包含我们的工作——这工作我们经验到的不是苦役而是自由,因为我们完全适合于此并完全有能力去执行它。就像那无论在执行何种差事时都不断赞美神的天使一样,我们生活在对神那不止息敬拜的丰盈之中。我们的活动就是我们的祭献。仅是作为人而存在——已按神的形象被造——就构成了我们的尊严,我们将这尊严在撒拉弗和天使长面前作为对神荣耀的独特见证。
In the harmony of Eden, everything that we did constituted an unceasing oblation of praise to the Most High. We needed no liturgy there—no setting aside of a special hour when we might turn away from the jumble of our activities and compose ourselves and offer to God the sacrifice of praise. There was nothing but liturgy. “The work of the people,” which is what the word liturgy means, included our eating and drinking and resting and loving as well as our work, which we experienced not as drudgery but as freedom since we were perfectly suited to it and perfectly empowered to carry it out. Like the angels who praise God continuously no matter what errands they are on, we lived in the fullness of ceaseless adoration to God. Our activity was our oblation. Simply being human—having been made in the image of God—constituted our dignity, and we bore this dignity before seraphim and archangels as a unique testimony to God’s glory.
这一切在堕落时被撕裂了。我们通过攫取、说「这一部分应当归我们自己所有」,毁坏了受造界。织物撕裂了。如今,原先每一根受造之物的纤维都编织在一起、彰显神荣耀的那种神圣完整无瑕,消失了,我们拥有了一件撕裂的衣服。我们在拳中所紧握的可怜残余是世俗的,用这个词最悲剧性的意义来说:即那不被承认为属于神之物。它当然是一个非范畴,因为凡存在之物除了神,不属于任何人。
This was all torn apart at the Fall. We wrecked Creation by making a grab and saying, “This much of it shall be our own.” The fabric ripped. Now, instead of the sacred seamlessness in which every fiber of Creation was knit together in a pattern that blazoned the glory of God, we had a torn garment. The poor remnant we clutched in our fists was secular, in the most tragic sense of the word: that which is not acknowledged as God’s. It is a noncategory, of course, since nothing that exists belongs to anyone but God.
但邪恶始终是幻象。它坚持那我们能拥有某些属于自己的东西这一谎言。这就是在地狱中起作用的唯一原则。路西法选择了相信它;或者,既然他实在不可能真的相信它,那么我们可以说,他选择了假装它或许是。好吧,真理说,你可以假装这一点。但这种假装将确确实实成为你的毁灭。它将把你拆毁。你已经选择了一种不存在的、即谎言的东西。地狱是由谎言建成的。
But evil is always illusion. It insists on the lie that we can have something for ourselves. This is the sole principle at work in hell. Lucifer chose to believe it; or, since it is unimaginable that he actually could have believed it, then we may say that he chose to pretend it might be. Very well, says Truth, you may pretend this. But the pretense will be, literally, your undoing. It will unmake you. You will have opted for something that is not, namely, a lie. Hell is built of lies.
在这个意义上,我们可以说,我们于堕落之时把地狱引入了我们的世界。因为我们在此引入了那我们可以拥有某些属于自己的东西的谎言。无论我们所攫取的那果子是什么,它都不是为我们而设的。然而我们决定,它无论如何应当归我们所有。这是个谎言,其结果就是分裂。世俗的与神圣的分离:这完全是一个谬误,但我们必须在余下可悲的历史中与它共处。
In this sense we may be said to have introduced hell into our world at the Fall. For here we introduced the lie that we may have something of our own. Whatever the fruit that we snatched at may have been, it was not for us. We decided, however, that it should be ours nonetheless. This was a lie, and the result was division. The secular divided from the sacred: it is a complete falsehood, but we must live with it for the rest of our sad history.
那种认为有一种「世俗的」活动秩序将占据我们大多数醒着和睡着的时间,区别于某些稍纵即逝的「神圣」时刻——即我们祷告或敬拜之时——的思想,从未出于神。它是一个谎言,而生命中现在的种种断裂就是它的见证。
The idea that there was a “secular” order of activity that would occupy us for most of our waking and sleeping hours, distinct from some fugitive “sacred” moments when we pray or worship, never came from God. It is a lie, and the disjunctures in life now testify to this.
我们的工作,从前与我们的自由和尊严同义,如今成了苦役。它压弯了我们的脊背。生产,假定在某种意义上是人类经验的巅峰——这正是我们这些按神的形象被造的人所当经验、并令天使羡慕的事——如今却带着痛苦。我们的身体,可说是神的雕塑品本身,如今在名为死亡的终极分裂中与我们的灵撕裂,取代那位称为人的高贵受造之物的,是两件可怜可悲之物:一具尸体和一个幽灵。当物质与属灵分离时,产生的就是在那神的秩序和谐之外的深渊中喧叫撞击的刺耳杂音。分裂。地狱。
Our work, formerly synonymous with our freedom and dignity, is now drudgery. It breaks our backs. Childbearing, presumably in some sense the crown of human experience—something that we, made in the image of God, would experience and that angels only could envy—is now marred with pain. Our bodies, the very statuary of God so to speak, are now torn from our spirits in the ultimate division called death, which yields in the place of the noble creature called man two pitiable horrors, a corpse and a ghost. When the physical is divided from the spiritual, there results the cacophony that brays and clashes in the abyss outside the harmony of the divine order. Division. Hell.
道成肉身逆转了这一切。我们从那深渊和分裂中的得救,是以神成为人的形象临到我们。灵与肉再一次被编织成完美的整体。各种异端曾试图使道成肉身成为幻象——神只是「降临到」那人之上,或在那人里面短暂地寓居。虚假的宗教延续了肉体与精神之间的巨大鸿沟,而不是如基督教所宣称的、落在善与恶之间的鸿沟。
The Incarnation reverses all of this. Our salvation from that abyss and division comes to us in the figure of God-made-man. Spirit and flesh are knit once more into perfect integrity. The heresies have tried to make the Incarnation an illusion—God’s merely “coming upon” the man, or tenanting there briefly. False religions perpetuate the great divide between flesh and spirit, rather than between good and evil where Christianity says it lies.
肉与灵
The Flesh and the Spirit
即便基督徒的虔诚本身,也一直难以抵御这个错误。借用圣保罗关于肉体与灵的话语,这种虔诚常常说得仿佛成为圣洁(「属灵的」)就是或多或少的脱离肉体。既然那显然是不可能的,我们就会尽我们所能把属灵之事与物质之事分开。会有「属灵的生命」和「普通的生命」。会有神圣的活动和世俗的活动。当我们祷告时,我们就比当我们洗碗、换尿布、遇上堵车、或坐在委员会会议中时更接近事物的中心:这种虔诚会如此说。
Even Christian piety itself has had a difficult time fending off the error. Using Saint Paul’s language about flesh and spirit, this piety has often spoken as though to be holy (“spiritual”) is to be more or less disembodied. Since that is obviously not possible, we will do our best to keep spiritual things distinct from physical things. There will be “the spiritual life” and “the ordinary life.” There will be sacred activities and secular activities. When we are praying, we are closer to the center of things than when we are washing dishes, changing diapers, driving in a traffic jam, or sitting in a committee meeting: thus would run this piety.
这是误读圣保罗。他从未将他的「属灵」一词意为脱离肉体。对圣保罗而言,成为属灵的就是把一切都带回神那里,那才是它所归属之处,也正是它在伊甸园中的位置。这就是使一个人的生命被重新编织在一起,以致它不再是世俗的、分裂的,而是完整的。这就是与基督成为一,在基督里面神的一切丰盛都有形有体地居住着。基督就是这种整全性的伟大圣像和典范。在祂里面,我们看见神在肉身形式中的丰满,并且我们被召去达到那种整全性,而非脱离肉体的天使生活。基督宗教,非但不将它们隔开,反而将属灵的和物质的重新编织在一起。
This is to misread Saint Paul. He never meant his word spiritual to mean disembodied. To be spiritual for Saint Paul was to have brought everything back to God where it belongs and where it was in Eden. It is to have had one’s life knit back together so that it is no longer secular and divided, but whole It is to have become one with Christ in whom dwells all the fullness of God bodily. Christ is the great icon and paradigm of this wholeness. In Him we see the fullness of God in bodily form and we are called to that wholeness, not to disembodied angelic life. The Christian religion, far from driving a wedge between them, knits the spiritual and the physical back together.
讽刺的是,圣保罗所用的「肉体」一词,指的并不是我们的身体,而是堕落的人性。「属肉体的」灵,是那为自己吞噬事物、拒绝将它们作为祭献归给神的灵。属肉体的灵是残忍、自我中心、贪婪、饕餮和淫荡的,因而是狂热、焦躁不安和分裂的。另一方面,属灵的人才是那既知道肉体为何而设又能进入其丰盈的人。例如,淫荡者自以为他比童贞的人或自制的人更懂得爱。他一无所知。只有童贞的人和忠实的配偶才懂得爱是什么。饕餮者自以为他知道食物的乐趣,但食物的真正知识对他那涎水淋漓、过饱的腮帮是不可得的。属肉体的人和属灵的人之间的区别不在于身体。他们可能看起来一样,称起来也一样。区别毋宁在于,一个人是分裂的、攫取和抓夺事物(甚至是非物质的事物,如名声和权力),还是完整的、像亚当本应领受的那样领受万物,以便将它们作为对赐予者的祭献。
“The flesh,” as Saint Paul used the term, refers, ironically not to our bodies but to fallen human nature. The “carnal” spirit is the one that devours things for itself and refuses to make them an oblation to God. The carnal spirit is cruel egocentric avaricious, gluttonous, and lecherous, and as such is fevered, restless, and divided. The spiritual man, on the other hand, is alone the man who both knows what flesh is for and can enter into its amplitude. The lecher, for example, supposes that he knows more about love than the virgin or the continent man. He knows nothing. Only the virgin and the faithful spouse know what love is about. The glutton supposes that he knows the pleasures of food, but the true knowledge of food is unavailable to his dribbling and surfeited jowls. The difference between the carnal man and the spiritual man is not physical They may look alike and weigh the same. The difference lies rather, between one’s being divided, snatching and grabbing at things, even nonphysical things like fame and power, or being whole and receiving all things as Adam was meant to receive them, in order to offer them as an oblation to their Giver.
只要基督徒的虔诚努力将自己从物质生活和一切生活的形式与颜色中脱离出去,它就走入歧途。基督将我们释放出来的,是对事物的渴求,而不是事物本身。当祂带着祂的自由来临时,奴役和挣扎就此止息。属灵的人不会为了让自己更加属灵而减少他应摄入的食量,除了为着禁食这一特定而暂时的目的之外。他要避免的是饕餮,意识到饕餮就是束缚。属灵的人不会因为他是个基督徒而少爱莫扎特的音乐或酒的滋味,但音乐和酒对他而言不会作为他所渴求的事物而存在。在他的自由中,他将学会照着它们被赐予的样子来领受它们,并将它们化为感恩的祭献。
Insofar as Christian piety strives to detach itself from physical life and all the forms and colors of life, it goes astray. It is the demand for things that Christ sets us free from, not things themselves. It is slavery and striving that cease when He comes with His freedom. The spiritual man will not diminish his proper intake of food in order to make himself more spiritual, except for the specific and temporary purpose of fasting. It is gluttony that he will avoid, realizing that gluttony is bondage. The spiritual man will not love the music of Mozart or the taste of wine less because he is a Christian, but music and wine will not exist for him as things he demands. In his freedom he will have learned to receive them as they are given and to make them an oblation of thanksgiving.
那么,道成肉身为我们转化了生命的整个织物,将它归还给我们,也将我们归还给它,使之成为我们在被逐出伊甸园时所失去的那种完整无瑕。我们可以再一次站在我们与万物的正当关系中,作为它们的主人而非它们的奴仆。我们可以再一次因着第二位亚当站立在我们真实的亚当般的尊严中,并开始重新学习那庄严的职务,即我们受造所是为之的:称颂神并引领整个受造界一同称颂。我们的肉身,曾被至高者自己穿戴过,乃是所有外袍中最尊贵的。一方面贬抑这肉体的摩尼教徒、佛教徒和柏拉图主义者,另一方面成为其奴隶的饕餮者和淫荡者和自我主义者,都仍然活在分裂之中。只有在道成肉身中,我们才能找到这织物被重新编织、回归其真正完整性的所在。
The Incarnation, then transfigures the whole fabric of life for us and delivers it back to us and us back to it in the seamlessness that we lost at our exile from Eden. Once again we may stand in our proper relation to things, as lords over them and not as their slaves. Once more we stand in our true Adam-like dignity because of the Second Adam and may begin to learn anew the solemn office for which we were created, namely, to bless God and to lead the whole Creation in that blessing. Our flesh, having been worn by the Most High Himself, is the most noble mantle of all. The Manichaeans and Buddhists and Platonists on the one hand, who belittle this flesh, and the gluttons and lechers and egoists on the other, who are slaves to it, are still living in division. Only in the Incarnation may we find the knitting back together of the fabric into its true integrity.
如果我们的宗教将我们从生命的朴素织物中拉走,如果它在我们里面鼓励那种观念——即星期一到星期六基本上是世俗的——如果它紧缩我们那欢腾地参与生命中一切美好事物的自由,那么,即便我们在骨子里是信圣经的,仍有某事不对。如果虔诚向一位音乐家暗示:在教会礼拜中演奏他的小提琴或小号,在某种意义上比在卡内基音乐厅演奏更合乎基督教,那这就是异端。如果它使他对作为一个有血有肉之受造物感到胆怯,并把他挤缩到对万事犹豫不决,那它就亏负了他。如果借着它的实践,它暗示颜色、象征、姿态、礼仪和气味对主的殿是不合适的、必须被排除在外,只留给「世俗的」和家庭式的庆祝活动,如生日、游行、婚礼和圣诞宴席,那它就在他最深刻的人性渴望与造它们的神之间打入了楔子。
If our religion draws us away from the plain fabric of life, and if it encourages in us the notion that Monday through Saturday are mostly secular, and if it crimps our freedom to join hilariously in all that is good in life, then, be we Bible-believing to the core, something is askew. If piety suggests to a musician that to play his violin or his trumpet in a church service is somehow more Christian than to play it in Carnegie Hall then it is heresy. If it makes him timorous about being a creature of flesh and blood and pinches him into hesitancy about everything then it has done him a disservice. If by its practice it implies that colors and symbols and gestures and ceremonies and smells are inappropriate for the house of the Lord and must be kept outside, for “secular” and domestic celebrations like birthdays, parades, weddings, and Christmas banquets, then it has driven a wedge between his deepest human yearnings and the God who made them.
福音派:正确但不完全?
Evangelicalism: Correct but Incomplete?
我童年教会的福音派教了我关于道成肉身的正确教义。它教我关于受造、关于伊甸园、关于堕落。但不知怎地,至少在其虔诚之中,它并没有把蛋头先生重新拼合起来。对福音派而言,似乎有「世界」——那意味着几乎构成人类生活的一切——和「属灵的生命」。人试图走在正确的路线上。构成人生大部分的责任和常规,以及为人生增辉的音乐和颜色,无疑都是合法的,但我们仍带着紧张和不确定留下了种种张力。一个人是应当从事「基督教」工作还是世俗的工作?这是个假问题,并提出一个更假的答案,因为它引导我们通过权衡宗教组织和世俗组织来寻找答案,假定前者向我们提供基督教工作,而后者只提供世俗工作。在我们与文明的可爱消遣(如芭蕾、戏剧、电影和酒)之间,已经立起了一整排的栅栏,每一点都有其道理,当然。但其净效果就是,将那种观念植入我们的想象之中——即属灵性更多地是切除之事,而非转化之事。
The evangelicalism of my childhood church taught me true doctrine about the Incarnation. It taught me about Creation and about Eden and about the Fall. But somehow it never at least in its piety, put Humpty-Dumpty back together again For evangelicals, there seemed to be “the world,” which meant almost everything that makes up human life, and there was “the spiritual life.” One tried to steer the right course. The responsibilities and routines that make up most of life, as well as the music and the colors that gild life, were legitimate certainly but somehow we were left with tensions and uncertainties Should one go into “Christian” work or secular work? It was a false question and presented an even more false answer, since it permuted us to look for an answer by weighing religious organizations against secular ones, supposing that the one offered Christian work to us while the other offered only secular work. A whole array of pickets had been thrown up between us and civilization’s lovely diversions such as ballet, theater cinema, and wine, and each point had its rationale, certainly But the net effect was to plant in our imaginations the notion that spirituality was more a matter of excision than of transfiguration.
毫无疑问,福音派异象最易被一眼观察到的地方,就是其教会建筑。
Undoubtedly the place where evangelical vision may most readily be observed at a glance is in its church buildings.
当我那天与我的朋友站在他的教堂中时,在我认识各种器具所指涉之事(十字架、祭坛、蜡烛等等)这个意义上,我是在熟悉的地面上。但我是在非常陌生的地面上,因为这些事情实际在这里、在我的身体经验的可见世界中被呈现出来。「基督徒的真理」应当保持非具身化,我相信。它是为我的心,而不是为我的眼睛的。
As I stood with my friend in his church that day, I was on familiar ground insofar as I recognized what the various appointments alluded to; the cross, the altar, the candles, and so forth. But I was on very strange ground insofar as these things were actually represented here in the visible world of my bodily experience. “Christian truth” should be kept unbodied, I believed. It was for my heart, not my eyes.
在某种意义上这是真的,而宗教改革对我们都多么倾向于魔法和偶像崇拜有一种强烈的感受。我们凡人远更愿意在十字架前鞠躬,而不是在心里拥抱它的真理。点蜡烛对我们而言比被那些蜡烛所有效象征的、那自我给予的仁爱之火烧尽容易得多。我们把敬意倾洒在教堂前方的祭坛上,却忽略了纯洁心灵的祭献。福音派正确地把这些观察强调出来。
There is one sense in which this is true, and the Reformation has a lively sense of how prone we all are to magic and idolatry. We mortals would much rather bob at the cross than embrace its truth in our hearts. To light candles is much easier for us than to be consumed with the self-giving fire of charity so effectively symbolized by those candles. We lavish respect on the altar at the front of the church and neglect the sacrifice of a pure heart. Evangelicalism presses home these observations, quite rightly.
但看到危险是一回事,在所有其丰盈中忠于信仰是另一回事。通过在一方面避开魔法和偶像崇拜的危险,福音派自己却走向了与摩尼教暗礁非常接近的另一面——也就是说,那种将属灵的与物质的相对立的观点。其光秃、简朴的教堂,缺少大部分基督教的象征(奇怪的是,有些蜡烛除外,或在其某些教堂中或有一个朴素的十字架),诉说着它那要把信仰的所在最终保持在人心中的正确尝试。但通过拒绝将象征、礼仪和意象的原则——它在人生所有其他领域都允许——应用到基督徒生活和实践的整个领域,它尽管忠于正统教义,却成功地把一种半摩尼教的色调赋予了信仰。
But it is one thing to see dangers; it is another to be true to the Faith in all of its amplitude. By avoiding the dangers of magic and idolatry on the one hand, evangelicalism runs itself very near the shoals of Manichaeanism on the other—the view, that is, that pits the spiritual against the physical. Its bare, spare churches, devoid of most Christian symbolism (except, oddly, some candles, or perhaps a modest cross in some of its churches), bespeak its correct attempt to keep the locale of faith where it must ultimately be, in the heart of man. But by denying to the whole realm of Christian life and practice the principle that it allows in all the other realms of life, namely, the principle of symbolism and ceremony and imagery, it has, despite its loyalty to orthodox doctrine, managed to give a semi-Manichaean hue to the Faith.
如果有人曾问我,为什么我们一方面不允许十字架,另一方面却允许结婚戒指——那毕竟是在物质世界中的实物,其唯一功能就是代表并体现某种存在于更为深远之领域的事物——我不确定我会给出什么答案。我曾听说过,尤其就十字苦像而言,我们敬拜的是复活的基督,而不是一位已死的基督。这话最终对我而言变得轻率了,因为没有基督徒能够假装十字架不永远作为基督徒异象的焦点而存在;将复活对立于十字架是轻浮的。此外,说这话的人对马槽场景几乎不反对;但如果有人问他们是否敬拜一个仍是婴儿的基督,他们就会迟疑。
If someone had asked me why we disallowed crosses on the one hand but at the same time permitted wedding rings, which are, after all, solid objects in the physical world whose sole function is to represent and embody something that exists in a much more profound realm, I am not sure what answer I would have given. I had heard it said, especially with respect to the crucifix, that we worshiped a risen Christ, not a dead one. This eventually came to sound facile to me, since no Christian can pretend that the Cross does not stand forever as focal for Christian vision; to pit the Resurrection against it is flippant. Furthermore, the same people who said this had little objection to manger scenes; they would have jibbed, however, if someone had asked them if they worshiped a Christ who was still an infant.
这讨论不应当变成一场争吵。看到偶像崇拜之危险的眼睛是真实的。但要纠正一场水灾,不可以走向干旱。因为人是拜偶像的,并不意味着我们要用四面光墙来保护福音。将实物的可见世界与信仰对立是错误的。我们在人生经验的其他领域中从不做这样的事。事实上,我们不能,因为我们是物质性的受造物,而不是天使。
The discussion ought not to become a quarrel. The eye that sees the dangers of idolatry is a true one. But to correct a flood, one does not want a drought. Because human beings are idolators one does not attempt to protect the gospel with four bare walls. It is false to pit the visible world of solid objects against faith. We never do this in other realms of our experience. Indeed, we cannot, since we are physical creatures and not angels.
重新合一物质与属灵
Reuniting the Physical and Spiritual
正是在物质世界中,那无形的与我们相遇。一个吻封印一段追求。性行为封印一桩婚姻。戒指象征婚姻。毕业文凭为多年的学业加冕。博士袍诉说着学术的成就。制服和军衔宣告一名新兵的训练。一顶王冠环绕那统治英格兰的前额。这种象征诉说着我们所是的那种受造物。从虔诚和敬拜中切除这一切,就是暗示福音召唤我们离开我们的人性、进入一个脱离肉体的领域。这就把道成肉身变成了一种单纯的教义。
It is in the physical world that the intangible meets us. A kiss seals a courtship. The sexual act seals a marriage. A ring betokens the marriage. A diploma crowns years of schooling. A doctoral robe bespeaks intellectual achievement. A uniform and stripes announce a recruit’s training. A crown girds the brow that rules England. This symbolism bespeaks the sort of creature we are. To excise all of this from piety and worship is to suggest that the gospel beckons us away from our humanity into a disembodied realm. It is to turn the Incarnation into a mere doctrine.
道成肉身取了所有正当属于我们人性的东西,又将其救赎后归还给我们。我们所有的倾向、欲望、才能、渴望、癖好,都被基督洁净、聚集并得荣。祂来不是要削减人的生命;祂来是要将它释放。属于我们的一切舞蹈、宴饮、列队行进、歌唱、建筑、雕塑、烘焙、欢乐——那些被偷去服事假神的——都在福音中被归还给我们。
The Incarnation took all that properly belongs to our humanity and delivered it back to us, redeemed. All of our inclinations and appetites and capacities and yearnings and proclivities are purified and gathered up and glorified by Christ. He did not come to thin out human life; He came to set it free. All the dancing and feasting and processing and singing and building and sculpting and baking and merrymaking that belong to us, and that were stolen away into the service of false gods, are returned to us in the gospel.
神的敬拜,理应是这样一个地方——人、天使和魔鬼可以看见人的肉身再一次被释放进入它受造所是为的一切。将这种敬拜限制于坐在长椅上听人说话,是以一种为福音所陌生的方式将事情收窄。我们是被造来鞠躬的受造物,不只是属灵地(天使能这样做),而是用膝盖骨和颈部的肌肉。我们是被造来呼喊、要涌流在大游行中、向ad altare Dei进发的受造物,不只是在我们心里(脱离肉体的灵能这样做),而是用我们的脚、用我们的舌头高唱伟大的赞美诗、我们的鼻孔充满香烟的烟气。
The worship of God, surely, should be the place where men, angels, and devils may see human flesh once more set free into all that it was created to be. To restrict that worship to sitting in pews and listening to words spoken is to narrow things down in a manner strange to the gospel. We are creatures who are made to bow, not just spiritually (angels can do that) but with kneebones and neck muscles. We are creatures who cry out to surge in great procession, ad altare Dei, not just in our hearts (disembodied spirits can do that) but with our feet, singing great hymns with our tongues, our nostrils full of the smoke of incense.
若有人反对说,这太过物质性,在福音的尺度上太低下,那又怎样!鼻子又怎样!如果这种反对意见占了上风,那么我们必须抛弃马厩与马槽,以及迦拿的酒坛,和用哪哒香膏所膏那疲乏的脚,以及十字架上的木片,更不必说那位生下神、祂降世时所自出的母亲的子宫。太过物质性?我们在敬拜中所庆祝的是什么?正是佛教、柏拉图主义和摩尼教告诉我们否认自己的肉体、抹除除思想以外的一切。福音却将我们一切的能力都一并带回来。
Is it objected that this is too physical, too low down on the scale for the gospel? Noses indeed! If the objection carries the day, then we must jettison the stable and the manger, and the winepots at Cana, and the tired feet anointed with nard, and the splinters of the cross, not to say the womb of the mother who bore God when He came to us. Too physical? What do we celebrate in our worship? It is Buddhism and Platonism and Manichaeanism that tell us to disavow our flesh and expunge everything but thoughts. The gospel brings back all of our faculties with a rush.
正是福音派教导我爱基督并为道成肉身的教义辩护。也正是福音派教导我,真正宗教的所在是在人的心里,而不是在这座山或那座山上。就其朴素的敬拜形式站出来抗议单纯的奢华而言,它确实不愧是新教。
It was evangelicalism that taught me to love Christ and to defend the doctrine of the Incarnation. It was also evangelicalism that taught me that the locale of true religion is in a man’s heart and not on this mountain or that. Insofar as the simple forms of its worship stood out in protest against mere sumptuousness it was truly Protestant.
但抗议就够了吗?人的心能以抗议为食吗?我们的虔诚,是否只需说因为拜偶像者下拜,我们就拒绝下跪?按这个算法,连祷告本身也必须废弃,因为拜偶像者会祷告。这就如同说,因为饕餮者吃得太多,我们就一口都不吃。我们所需要的,是有某位能向我们展示对食物正确使用之样式的人。
But is protest enough? Can the heart of man feed on protest? Is it enough for our piety to say that because an idolator bows we will refuse to do so? On this accounting, prayer itself would have to go, since idolators pray. It is like saying that since gluttons eat too much food, we will eat none. What is needed is someone who will show what the right use of food looks like.
仅仅是不断强调神不住在人手所造的殿中、因此教会建筑算不得什么,这就够了吗?那么,道成肉身与救赎的教义在哪里呢?被从地狱中拯救出来的,不仅仅是我们的灵魂:整个受造界,包括空间与时间,都已被救赎。福音派相信这一点并教导它,正如圣保罗在罗马书 8 章中所做,也如圣约翰在启示录中所做。如果这是真的,那么教会建筑本身是否可以在我们的历史和经验中,作为这一救赎的凭据和标记,像结婚戒指一样,站立在那里呢?在基督里,一切生命都被归还到它正当的中心。一切人的工作再次成为圣洁。但大多数人看不见这一点。加油站、旅馆、餐馆、写字楼都没有被献给神。但基督教说,它们应当被献给神。一切工作都应当被献给神。让我们至少将这一个地方分别为圣,作为「神圣的空间」,正如我们将敬拜的时刻分别为圣,作为「神圣的时间」。
Is it enough to keep pressing home the truth that God dwells not in temples made with hands and that therefore the church building is nothing? Where is the doctrine, then, of the Incarnation and of Redemption? It was not simply our souls that were rescued from hell: the whole Creation was redeemed including space and time. Evangelicalism believes this and teaches it, as Saint Paul did in Romans 8, and as Saint John did in Revelation. If it is true, then may not the church building itself stand in our history and in our experience as itself a pledge and token, like a wedding ring, of this Redemption? In Christ all of life is returned to its proper center. All human work is hallowed once more. But most people do not see this. Gas stations and hotels and restaurants and office buildings are not defeated to God. But Christianity says that they should be All work should be offered to God. Let us hallow at least this one place as a “sacred space,” as we hallow the hour of worship as “sacred time.”
当然只是象征。但是谁会轻视他的结婚戒指并说它算不得什么?谁会轻视一个吻?它「只是」一件更深、更神秘、更实质之事——即爱——的一个物质凭据。但在那件小小的物质行为中,那伟大的奥秘却以某种方式被言说。当然,神并不住在教会建筑里——如果我们意思是说祂需要它作遮风挡雨并安枕之所的话;我们说,祂住在天上。祂以海路为居所。祂也告诉我们,祂的居所在人的心里。没有人能教导别样的事。
Only symbols, of course. But who will think lightly of his wedding ring and say it is nothing? Who will take a kiss lightly? It is “only” a physical pledge of something deeper more mysterious, and more substantial, namely, love. But in that small physical act the great mystery is somehow bespoken. Of course, God does not live in the church building if by that we mean that He needs it for shelter and for a place to lay His head He lives in heaven, we say. He makes His dwelling in the paths of the sea. He has also told us that His dwelling is in the heart of man. No one can teach otherwise.
这些事,是真的,却必须以某种方式为着我们这些凡人被聚焦、被带到一个点。在祷告中,我们聚焦并把我们内在之人中不断升起的祈求和赞美带到一个点。在赞美诗歌唱中,我们把其余时间无形而半意识之物清楚地表达出来。在敬拜的时刻,我们聚焦并把应当常常真实存在于我们心中之事——即神在那里受敬拜——带到一个点。同样,对于教会建筑,我们划出一块空间并用墙与顶围住它,使它对我们而言成为所有空间的标志,就像那古代犹太人从羊群中所牵出的羔羊;这空间代表所有的空间,正如那羔羊代表整群羊。聚焦并带到一个点的原则并未随新约而消失。我们凡人仍是同一种受造物。我们无法与抽象共处。我们不能以笼统之言为养。道成肉身就是这一点的明证。
These things, which are true, must somehow be focused and brought to a point in a symbol for us mortals. In prayer we focus and bring to a point the petitions and praises that are always going up from our innermost beings. In the singing of hymns we articulate what is formless and semiconscious the rest of the time. In the hour of worship we focus and bring to a point what should be true always of our hearts, namely, that God is adored there. Likewise, with the church building we set aside space and enclose it with walls and a roof, which shall be for us the token of what should be true of all spaces. Like the lamb that the ancient Jew brought from his flock, this space stands for all space as that lamb stood for the whole flock. The principle of focusing and bringing to a point did not disappear with the New Covenant. We mortals are still the same sort of creature. We cannot live with abstractions. We cannot nourish ourselves on generalities. The Incarnation attests to this.
那种试图在信仰的整个领域与物质生活的实际质地之间打入楔子的宗教,或许没有把道成肉身所附带并从中流出的那些奥秘的全部范围赋予它,而正是这些奥秘使我们的凡人生活重新变得丰饶。
The religion that attempts to drive a wedge between the whole realm of Faith and the actual textures of physical life is a religion that has perhaps perhaps not granted to the Incarnation the full extent of the mysteries that attach to it and flow from it, and that make our mortal life fruitful once more.